James 1:8 KJVS
[8] A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.

Wondering why the things “you” want to flourish aren’t? Perhaps it’s because you’re trying to do it for some type of self-glory, instead of doing the thing “God” wants you to do. If you’re gonna be in Christ, then be in him, and put everything you have in him too. Try changing your prayers and get to a place where you desire whatever God’s will is. MAKE UP IN YOUR MIND, that you want your wants to match whatever God’s is. For tomorrow is not certain, neither is the next second. The only certainty is your RIGHT THIS MOMENT. Choose ye this day whether you will serve God, or mammon. Will you choose life, or death?